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III - ARRIVAL IN SAN JOSÉ - OCTOBER 1903
Letters from Mère Christine to Mère M. Laure, Superior General
October 11
Finally! Here we are in Sion. To get here, we saw all the
splendors of creation. The Gulf of Mexico is a magician, the land of Costa Rica
is a fairy, but here there is a tabernacle. The first impression is very good
on both sides, I think. I was received well and pleasantly by the sisters; as
for the rest, everybody everywhere was always so good to me that I can do
nothing but say thank you, and above all to you more than to anyone else.
[
] On Sunday morning, we took our place on the "Olympia", and I
don't know how to tell you all the splendors we admired during that crossing. A
splendid sea without even a hint of movement. You could have thought you were
sailing on the Seine if you had had the bad idea of closing your eyes. But on
the contrary, we had them wide open. Everyone was wonderful with us. In short,
all was for the best except that we again arrived late in Limon, which meant
that we had to wait there from Friday, 11 o'clock until Saturday, 9 o'clock to
get the train. Sr. Caridad isn't exaggerating anything when she sings her
country's praises. It is beyond all description, it is exhilarating, and you
wonder what Paradise might have been like! That sweet Paradise, where we will
have God and all whom we leave for Him, is ever more the goal of all my
desires, but to get there, I want to become stronger (physically and morally)
here
and also really to mortify myself. I believe in the help of God and
of my Mother.
October 19
Youve given me a wonderful reputation. Everybody thinks I
passed my exams, but I never even attempted a single one! And here I am now
with a scholars reputation. What a usurper! And I just hope they
dont come and ask to see my diplomas. Well, God surely permitted this
error to happen for the good. We shall do everything to persuade the children
that studies are important. I took on some of the drawing.
October 24
Last Tuesday, Mother Ambroisine and I were at Tres Rios. I would
have liked to have all the sisters there. I greatly enjoyed that short holiday.
I admired everything, and I was delighted with everything. I am almost as much
a country girl as I am a Parisian, and Royan formed me for life as a farmer. If
I no longer have the sea, I have the mountains and the rio, which rushes along
with such a beautiful sound. And then there is a chapel, where God keeps us
company during the vacation. All that makes me love Tres Rios very much, just
as I love the whole mission very much. (
) I am learning Spanish with all
good will, although I hardly have a fixed time for studying; but I feel that it
is very necessary to speak it fast and well. (
) I am very well and very
happy. I am trying to keep the resolution I made during my retreat not to
complain about being superior. I often hold myself back, as that comes out all
by itself, but I don't want to think about myself anymore. I think of God and
of you who carry such a heavy burden!
"Always to be joyful, giving thanks to God in that way is what honors
him the most and what pleases him the most!"
San José: Children's dormitory
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